As stupid as we can get...

I just saw 500 days of summer...



After talking and talking things over with my medionaranjo. It just hit me:
what if? we have to be stung with the pains of love so we can give up on finding love, to actually find the true love of our lives?
what if? we take to long licking our wounds? and we let it slip or go by?
what if? we don't want to see it because we feel so bad? or because the dark and twisty are so distracting? or because the hurt ego that talks through the pains of the heart, tricks us into not seeing it? or we see it but just don't get it?
what if? we take too long complaining of our miserable situation in love, that we don't get it?

We have to be really screwed up to finally get it! SO EMBRACE THE PAIN PEOPLE, EMRACE HOW FUCKED UP WE CAN GET!

I read myself and it sounds like a lot of crap, even drunk typing, but this makes so much sense to me right now, that I feel stupid (no, I'm not drunk).

Thank you to everybody who had any-doing in screwing me up, as a result of me being fucked up, I finally get to see, and feel it!

Medionaranjo, this is for you I don't know if you'll get this or not. I just know that I love you and that I thank every single girl that fucked you up, 'cause now I get to be with you. I love you!

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coco no iluminado...

Ya estoy en la nómina de una empresa, por fin. Aunque todavía no se como me siento al respecto, siento que renuncie a algo que me cuesta mucho dejar, de repente estoy feliz pero a ratos me entra una frustración gigante porque tengo que investigar todas las funciones de mi puesto, lo cual la neta esta jodido, porque dependo de que me la de un pendejo, ya que mi jefe dice que no me hará la chamba, lo cual esta bien, pero aún así que mamada.
En pocas palabras ando bipolar con respecto a mi nuevísimo trabajo.

En otros temas, que mamada lo de los impuestos, que mamada. Pinche país jodido.

Los extraño y extraño mi msn, cabrón! pero no el general, extraño el msn de mis "vip´s". En fin ya tendré seguro la próxima semana.

En fin, como veran mi inspiración es nula, ya regresaré cuando se me ilumine el coco.



Buenas noches!

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puto mercurio retrogrado

Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.


Ah! vete mercurio retrogrado!!!